the glow of summer
Eyebroughy to Gullane, 28 June
I’m writing this on a dreich and damp Thursday in January, a day to be indoors, although the forecast for the next few days looks no better. So it feels like a good moment to rewind to this sunshiny coastal walk in June last year - from Gullane towards Eyebroughy and back again, although these photos are from the return route.
Back in December, I decided to do monthly rewind reels on Instagram, but as I scrolled back to the start of 2025 I realised that there were so many walks that I hadn’t shared at the time - or rather, I’d shared them as stories but not as reels. So having initially thought I’d do a rewind of twelve reels throughout December, it’s evolved into a rewind of many reels over the coming weeks.
And the same is true here. There’s so much that I haven’t shared and meant to, so rather than feeling overwhelmed by all those photos and potential posts, I’m simply going to chip away, one walk at a time.
This was one of my favourite walks of the summer, and the first photo above is one of my favourites of Richard and Raf. It’s funny looking back now, remembering these walks as a three when we’re now four, but the reality is, reactivity aside, I really enjoyed our days as a three. Okay, not always in the walks from the end of 2024 and the first few months of 2025 as I was struggling with Raf’s reactivity then for a number of reasons - and this was really impacting on my mental health.
But as we moved into the summer months of last year, gaining confidence in Raf, understanding him more, and also with the extended daylight hours that made it much easier to avoid people, I started to really enjoy our walks together. Our connection grew and grew. Walking with Raf also reminded me of walking with young Harris. Rather than painful comparisons, where reactive walks reminded me of the peaceful walks (and lads) we’d lost, these walks brought back good memories. I felt lighter. My headspace shifted.
And when I look back on this walk from June, that’s what I remember. Feeling settled, enjoying the moment. Being inspired by the light as the sun was setting. Appreciating the simple beauty of these scenes, and feeling really grateful and happy to be out exploring with this lad.
Eyebroughy towards Gullane, East Lothian, 28 June 2025.